“100% of mental illness is just a gene set that is unable to work
because of a horribly disfigured, mutilated world created by
evil people“
–Dr. Ozmond
(A phone ringing) “Yes, Dr. Karin Weissman A, speaking!” static.
-“Mrs. Weissman, you will be happy to hear, we are sure, that the program is complete.”
“Excellent! And my pay?”…
“You will have it.” Deafening Silence. Nervousness.
“We require just one more thing from you, however.”
The rain, rancid, polluted, contaminated water struck the prefab granite hissing as swarms of cockroaches and
bile leaked from the trash collector robot above. something wasn’t right. Three men in suits approached the door.
“Mrs. Weissman-“Yes, I’m here, open the door.” Footsteps. Where?…
“We have run out of psychic candidates. We trust you will understand.”
The roof collapses on the nearby apartment. A tax collector and a cleric hug, for one spatial moment before they
are eaten by a wild guarbear. Sweat from the spackled ceiling drops down. A tear drop from a well that never had
water.
As a result, human resources have come at a- premium…You see, today we are more interested in “physical”
components. Things are not the same, KW. We believe you will, a rather high profile intellectual as yourself, be a
willing participant in the- MKULTRA-2..program”
“U-uh excuse me?”
…
“Please, sit down.”
Nothing could be heard but the crying whine of efficient, high powered brushless motors and a musty, sour smell.
The night, for a world so tired and old, went on terribly slowly. Many buildings. Many people. Many minds. One
beating heart.
“Hey! Bishop McGee! Can you hear me?”
“Yes?”
“I think I’ve found a prime source of the organ trafficking- they’re coming from what I understand are the wealthy-
white-suburbs of Chesterburry Road.”
“And?”
“we might be able to intercept a shipment I’ve identified as being particularly valuable.”
“How will we do that?”
“Listen, because – !!!!!###
–To be continued, in a 30,000 page book. No one reads books anymore.
How do you feel, on a scale of 1 to 10?
The thing is, every emotion is a positive response.!!!
Sadness, Anger, Anguish, Mourning, Nostalgia, Elation,
Joy, Determination, Ruthlessness, Fury, more importantly
the millions of individual combinations of brain feelings
that make up your consciousness that aren’t described
by 10 or 12 words. (Ever enjoyed a video game rpg?)….
There is no such thing as “feeling bad”-
The only “feeling bad” is to not feel fully shaped emotions.
This can happen for a number of unfortunate reasons-
Apathy.
Soullessness...
If you are able to experience fully shaped emotions, and you cannot channel them,
that is another problem entirely, one of maturity or even “weakness”.
Which is ok, just is not a real illness, unlike withdrawal from an addiction or continued use of antipsychotics, or
torture, or whatever,
which causes the real illness, the lack of experiencing the emotional shapes in the brain every even remotely
healthy individual has.
–“Ozmos“